once a happy ever after..

This is us before God took the most serious yet sweetest person who managed to make me smile and feel blessed the whole time and the one whom i only loved until this very moment..


It's almost a year then, and supposedly, today is our 15th month celebration, time passed by this fast but it still feels like yesterday. I could still recall early October 2009, we only felt happiness and so much excitement for my 18th birthday but before the month ended, i almost lose myself to an unexpected incident and completely felt lost a day before my special day.


November 5, 2009 marks the most painful day of my life. I lost my guy without any signs of him leaving. a week before it, October 29, morning, I was told that he was rushed to the hospital because he had collapsed, at first, I thought it was just a sort of joke since the last night, we had talked through the phone and he never mentioned something was bothering him. I went straight to the hospital. I never thought he was getting worse then, i thought it was only a simple case but I was completely wrong. No words can describe how painful I felt when I saw him from afar in a condition I never expected, I started shaking and my nerves really cracked me off. He was in a coma, for one week, he fought a battle that I admired a lot, and while he was trying to fight, I tried my best efforts to support him, showed him I'll always be there for him no matter what happens and asked his recovery to God as a birthday gift. But past 10am of November 5, his battle ended and he chose to be with the creator. It was my point of no return, I felt so alone thinking of my birthday the next day would be like without him. Really, when destiny took its part in our lives, we don't have any choice but to let it happen, we can't take away God's plans and I believe that He has perfect plans and reasons why this had happened and I still had my complete faith in Him though I'll admit that up until now, I still can't believe I lost him but one thing is for sure, a part of him will still live in my heart with all the memories he left me.

"mamatay lang naman ang isang tao kapag wala a siya sa puso ngtaong mahal niya, pero hanggat may puwang siya dito, mananatili siyang buhay, ala-ala man itong maituturing." 

 ♥jney 

a happy ending. :D

Kanina ang last formal (formal talaga? hehehe) meeting namin with our MIS professor Mr. Richard Peig, after ng reportings at kengkuyan kanina, nabusog naman kame sa treat at pictures ng galante nameng professor(naks!). Nakakatuwa na nakakalungkot kasi sa totoo lang, tuwing saturday lang ako natututo ng totoo. Naalala ko pa nung nalaman kong every saturday may klase, sobrang violent ng reaksyon ko! haha

Never pa kasi akong pumasok ng saturday sa buong buhay ko sa kolehiyo at ayoko din sana dahil; WALANG DISCOUNT ANG STUDYANTE 'PAG SABADO! LOL  at isa ko sa madaming hindi pumasok ng first meeting dahil matigas ang ulo at bunbunan ko! not knowing na i'll enjoy pala every saturday, though nung una nakakatakot kasi parang terror ung prof. but eventually, i find it enjoying na pumasok sa school every saturday(for real).

bukod sa lumalabas ang iba't-ibang kalokohan, looking forward din ako sa attire ni sir every week! haha

Minsan nang natawag bilang ARTISTIC GROUP dahil sa sobrang arte ng isang paper na pinasa namin sa kanya, at sa sobrang kaartehan non, huli kaming nagpasa. Ilang beses na rin kameng nasabihan ng "quiet" dahil sa sobrang kakatawa though buong klase naman eh maingay! kahit na minsan alam ko at napapansin ko na hindi na nakakatuwa ang kaingayan at wala na sa lugar, still he is so patient at nakukuha pa rin nya magjoke.

Sabi nya may mga natutunan daw siya samen., napaisip ako, siguro puro kalokohan yun! haha

isa na dun ang salitang "char char" at malamang sir, hindi ka na maninibago sa mga susunod na klaseng hahawakan mo dahil ang unang class mo eh sobrang gulo at sobrang  "chubby" ng brains sa pangangatwiran at pamimilosopo. :D

kahit na this day was the last day at siguro hindi nya ko kilala( ay! sigurado pala!:D)

sobra pa rin akong nagpapasalamat sa inyo for the discussions, ingay, LIBRENG LUNCH, tips,smiles and for making my semester worth studying!

I'll surely miss saturdays for that! 

--jeynee

Be a Star!

The easiest and most famous way to earn money is to be an actress/ actor and to be one, 

here are the qualifications, ways and tips on how to be like it. :D

YOU HAVE TO BE HALF OF SOMETHING!

• notice that the Philippine Showbiz Industry is now full of mestisas and mestisos they are half of their foreign blood. Different taste and touch of their complexion, toungue curled language(trying to utter a little of tagalog), explicit finesse and stand makes them different from the local artists, regardless if you have any talent or if you ever undergone any  But half of an animalistic blood like half German half Shepperd,or half man half woman, could somewhat make you a BOOM career in showbiz., try it! ;D

JOIN  SOME REALITY SHOWS

• joining reality shows is not as simply joining it and do your talent stuffs. It is more on how dramatic your life and your family background was. You have to be an ex-vendor, or something like a half something but was left by your foreign father,  the show will contact your father then blahblahblah.. end of DRAMA..

BE A KONTRABIDA

• "taray character" is in! you have to look like nobody's ever gonna block your way. be the talk of the town and get loud! 

GET LINKED WITH FAMOUS ARTISTS!

• go to bars and clubs and meet artists and have sweet pictures with them, post it in social networking sites like what many are trying to do now., in that way the local press would look and have you interviewed! and hooolah!  star in an instant! :D 

WHO SAID ACTING IS EASY? :P

HELL DAY is fast approaching!

o well..
COUNTDOWN>>


2 good days before the hell day!


funny that i am having my laziness over my entire system!
i don't think i'll be having my stuffs done on my target date which is TODAY!!
harharhar.


anyway, TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY! :D


-jney tamad signing off..


 >wink<

MALAS! but not BV!

Ilang araw na mula ng makauwi ako mula sa cebu at bohol! 
but guess what!may hang over pa rin ako at sobrang tuwang tuwa akong nakakatulog na ko ulit sa kama ko!:)
pero sa unang gala ko sa maynila pagkatapos ng tour, mejo minalas ako.. hahahahha
but i didn't get irritated hence, i laughed so hard!:)
kanina, it rained so hard, i was at the main campus then,
nasa shed ng APO,kasalukuyan kasi kameng nagpapahenna non, 
swerte, i thought, since wala akong payong and i found a shade under the said shed.
After the rain, LIGTAS! hindi ako nabasa, 
but i noticed may mga naipon na tubig don sa tarapal, 
but the guys didn't mind it. So, he continued putting henna on my hand. 
Suddenly, may dumating na psych students, magpapahenna din, 
the other girl stood under the tarapal na puno ng tubig, 
she kept on chatting, sobrang ingay,
then after a while, biglang bumigay ung tarapal! 
and BOOM! she got terribly wet! 
she stopped talking for about 5 seconds, 
the next thing we heard from her were claims and laughs,. and me, 
unfortunately, got my pants wet and my henna tattoo as well that was almost done!
and the Kuya had no choice but to do it again!
 i can't complain and all i did all day was to laugh,laugh,laugh,


I guess, things really happen the least we expect it! ROFL.=D

THE SUPER TOUR

Just got home from a long and 

tiring tour..

sobrang saya kahit na obviously, 

nasabotahe ang section namen at hinati into groups and into smaller one during the cebu tour.. 

nakakapago na nakakapuyat pero worth it! 

lageng masaya at kahit na di na makadala sa dami ng bagahe at maonting pasalubong, choks lang!

• nakasakay na ko ng eroplano at ng barko at ng mini barko!,:))
• nabobo sa sobrang hi-tech ng hotel 
• nalula sa sobrang nakakakaba pero nakakaexcite na edge coaster at sky walk!!
• umakyat ng sobrang taas sa viewdeck ng chocolate hills
• nawili sa mga bakawan ng loboc river at sa singer sa balsa
• nagpapicture sa makyut na tarsiers
• nakipagchismisan sa bohol plaza
• napagod sa pabalik-balik na byahe.
• napilayan sa sobrang bigat ng mga gamit.

at nang umuwi ako!

ang ganda na ng kwarto ko!:))

sobrang saya!

wew..

kakaibang experience~!

next year ulit!!:))

HELL DAY!

DECLARED!!


OCTOBER 4 is HELL DAY!


wew. sabay2 talaga ah! 
defense,case study, rizal! 
salamat maam;sir!
weloveyou!<3
buhay ng college!
nyahahahahha


magpakasaya na tayo sa Bohol-Cebu tuudii! 
pagbalik naten sa Maynila impyerno naman, balik stress!
malalampasan din naten to!
aja-aja!


MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Passion for Fashion

Yesterday, I had no plans of buying anything coz I don't wanna spend a single cent aside from my daily fare to school; it's Saturday and unfortunately, no discounts for students!

I planned to watch "Despicable Me" and I am so dying over it! but again, unfortunately, my two very good friends brought me over to Divisoria. I had shopped last week and had spent a lot and i don't want to risk my week's allowance to Divisoria but I actually did! With my two devils beside me? How could I resist terrific temptation? My biggest problem every time I buy clothes is how I will keep these stuffs to my Mom! oh well, she hates seeing me with so many clothes on hand, because according to her I already have a lot but I didn't see it as that.:)

There’s a different sense of happiness buying stuffs and I’ll admit I’ve been a fashionholic since I was in grade school and I can’t blame myself because my mom used to dress me up when I was a kid because I’m her only girl.

Way back in high school, I used to buy clothes weekly and I don’t care how much I’m spending as long as I get what I want and that’s it! No if’s and but’s. But when I entered college, that’s when I realized the worth of money and the word “savings” and its equivalent. I hardly save a single centavo and even claim a centavo change to put in my savings.

One thing is for sure! I PARTLY know now how to value money.. :P

at long last!

MIDTERM exams are finally OVER!!


but none the less, STRESS isn't. too bad.


still got a lot of things to do but i never thought of it! nyahahahha


enjoy,enjoy lang!:))


you'll not forever feel the stress, what's forever is happiness!
lalala♫

El Filibusterismo DONE!!Ü

September 6, 2010---- EL FILI Play

Nabawasan na naman ang dalahin ko at namin s buhay kolehiyo!

natapos na ang el fili play and I love it! nakakatulog na ng mejo mahimbing. in two weeks time na puro meeting at gawa ng props but never practiced, eh maganda at maayos pa rin naman ang kinalabasan. much better from what we've expected, i just don't think the professor appreciated the comedy touch of it (may edad na kasi eh) well anyway, as for me and for the group, still a two thumbs up, for the efforts and confidence! palong-palo!:P

achievement na yun kumbaga. kahit na sobrang bigat ng mga dalahin ko nung araw na yun na nakakahiya sa bus at sobrang dame kong pagod, nakuha ko pa ring magupload ng pictures. first time ko rin maranasan na kumakain pero napipikit na dahil sa sobrang pagod pero choks lang! pagod but worth the pagod!

NEXT STRESSOR:

•        Feasib(simula pa nung sem to!:P)

•        Case Study

•        Report sa Rizal

•        Defense

•        Finals!!

WHO SAID COLLEGE LIFE IS EASY? Sarap mag 3rd Yr.! next sem ulet! haha!

A Drunken Man With Sense

Anong meron ka pero wala sayo? Make sense? Yan ang pinaka sensible na tanong na narinig ko sa isang lasenggo. Dati kasi, kundi kwentuhan na ‘di maintindihan, sobrang lakas na tawanan o kaya e kantahan na walang katono-tono at masakit sa tenga. Nung narinig ko yung tanong na yon, I was in highschool and yet until now, napapaisip pa din ako, ano nga bang meron ako pero wala saken? Ang hirap di ba? Ikaw? Anong meron ka pero wala sa’yo?

Nung una, sabi ko, siguro meron akong God pero wala saken. I told it to a friend but she said, “you never lost God, siguro minsan nakakalimutan mo lang sya tawagin but he never left you, he’s always with you.hindi ka naman masamang tao eh.” Hmmm.. may point naman. Hindi naman ako swindler, drug addict, magnanakaw, killer(ng ipis lang.ü), masamang anak o kaibigan, nagshashare pa nga ako ng sagot paminsan-minsan pag may alam talaga ko eh. Hahahahaha! Pero kundi si God, anong meron ako pero wala saken? Kumpleto naman pamilya ko, ok naman ako sa friends ko, Masaya namn ako sa buhay ko, ano kaya?

I never knew it not until November 2009, God took one of the most important person in my life, what’s more painful is losing him on the day before my 18^th birthday. But I never blamed Him, kasi sa buong panahon na nakasama ko yung taong yun, I felt really happy and blessed. Hindi naman ako selfish para ibigay sa kanya yung mas makakapagpasaya sa kanya and that is to be with the creator, I know he’s in a good place right now at sabi nga nila, “Everything happens for a reason” maybe by now, I don’t know it yet but in God’s time, I know I will. Ngayon alam ko na, meron akong mahal though wla sa tabi ko,  nasa puso ko..♥

Our Hyper Toto

Every month of August we get to celebrate “Buwan ng Wika” and being a college student, I super missed those times when I usually wear costumes to join some contests or programs in my alma mater, those ain’t new for me, what’s new not only for me but for our family is seeing our bunso dancing in front of so many people for a program. We knew him as a kid super hyper and sometimes violent, at the same time, hyper shy. Before the program, he kept on talking about his partner whose name is KC, its awkward how a 5 year old boy talks about his classmate and everytime we ask about how the practice with KC is goin’, he always blush. The day of the program came and he got up so early excited for the program. He surprised us, seeing him in the stage dancing like he’s all alone, like he’s just in our house. I’m so happy for him and I documented his controversial dance with KC and also to my surprise, the KC girl is way much taller and larger than him but so pretty, I guess that inspired him to dance as hell, like a salted worm moving all over the place.

After the program, since he did well, we ate at McDonalds and took pictures of him in the playplace because he told me to do so. And on our way home, he asked for the video of him dancing, I had kept the cam and I told him to wait until we finally got home but he insist of looking at it and he started to hit me so, ending, I was forced to give it to him. Before we got off the van, I forgot to get the cam from him and what he did was, he let my poor camera fell on the cemented ground! Poof! I thought nothing unusual happened but when I tried to switch it off, IT NEVER SWITCHED OFF! One more thing that really pissed me off is transferring the video to the computer finding out that my cutie little brother unintentionally deleted his deim video! cool right? Once again.  All I can do is deal, deal, deal, with it! *sigh*

Little papers. Big memories

    People are guilty of keeping old memories from someone who became really special in our lives. Going to familiar places gives us that twinge of happiness in our hearts and smiles in our faces. It’s simply sweet that everytime that person crosses our minds, we remember the days that we are completely happy and at the same time, the sadness of realizing that they’re gone.

    I am one of those who’s fond of keeping things that was once part of my life, memories that we couldn’t get back and some of it, I kept in my wallet. It has been a year or two since I got my very bulky blue wallet from my aunt in Italy she told me to took care of it and so, as far as I’m concern, I did, not until last Thursday, I was so disappointed having it lost in a place I really didn’t expect, in a place I’m comfortable with. Talking of the money in it, I didn’t mind, those can be earned again after some time but what matter for me were the papers inside it. The last letter, bus tickets and other papers that I knew for a fact, I couldn’t earn again. I actually cried for two consecutive nights, it may sound like I’m overreacting it but you don’t know how much those little papers mean to me. It’s not only the wallet; it’s a part of me that was lost with it. Maybe last week wasn’t really my week. So many misfortunes happened and all I can do now is go on and deal with it, I don’t know His plans but if this is a part of it, I’ll take it co’z I always trusted Him from the start.

A note for the thief: hey there! I understand your need for money but guess what! you didn’t got that much, all you got were the memories of a girl from an angel. I strongly admire your great conscience and I hope it’ll bring you out of bed for so many nights! (evil laugh) I just hope and pray that one day I would be able to get my dumped wallet in a trashcan. I don’t mind if you got the money already I just need the wallet :D And if youre reading this right now, you can always approach me.. harhar and one more thing, GODBLESS YOUR SOUL! (bwahahahahaha)