This is us before God took the most serious yet sweetest person who managed to make me smile and feel blessed the whole time and the one whom i only loved until this very moment..
It's almost a year then, and supposedly, today is our 15th month celebration, time passed by this fast but it still feels like yesterday. I could still recall early October 2009, we only felt happiness and so much excitement for my 18th birthday but before the month ended, i almost lose myself to an unexpected incident and completely felt lost a day before my special day.
November 5, 2009 marks the most painful day of my life. I lost my guy without any signs of him leaving. a week before it, October 29, morning, I was told that he was rushed to the hospital because he had collapsed, at first, I thought it was just a sort of joke since the last night, we had talked through the phone and he never mentioned something was bothering him. I went straight to the hospital. I never thought he was getting worse then, i thought it was only a simple case but I was completely wrong. No words can describe how painful I felt when I saw him from afar in a condition I never expected, I started shaking and my nerves really cracked me off. He was in a coma, for one week, he fought a battle that I admired a lot, and while he was trying to fight, I tried my best efforts to support him, showed him I'll always be there for him no matter what happens and asked his recovery to God as a birthday gift. But past 10am of November 5, his battle ended and he chose to be with the creator. It was my point of no return, I felt so alone thinking of my birthday the next day would be like without him. Really, when destiny took its part in our lives, we don't have any choice but to let it happen, we can't take away God's plans and I believe that He has perfect plans and reasons why this had happened and I still had my complete faith in Him though I'll admit that up until now, I still can't believe I lost him but one thing is for sure, a part of him will still live in my heart with all the memories he left me.
"mamatay lang naman ang isang tao kapag wala a siya sa puso ngtaong mahal niya, pero hanggat may puwang siya dito, mananatili siyang buhay, ala-ala man itong maituturing."
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