once a happy ever after..

This is us before God took the most serious yet sweetest person who managed to make me smile and feel blessed the whole time and the one whom i only loved until this very moment..


It's almost a year then, and supposedly, today is our 15th month celebration, time passed by this fast but it still feels like yesterday. I could still recall early October 2009, we only felt happiness and so much excitement for my 18th birthday but before the month ended, i almost lose myself to an unexpected incident and completely felt lost a day before my special day.


November 5, 2009 marks the most painful day of my life. I lost my guy without any signs of him leaving. a week before it, October 29, morning, I was told that he was rushed to the hospital because he had collapsed, at first, I thought it was just a sort of joke since the last night, we had talked through the phone and he never mentioned something was bothering him. I went straight to the hospital. I never thought he was getting worse then, i thought it was only a simple case but I was completely wrong. No words can describe how painful I felt when I saw him from afar in a condition I never expected, I started shaking and my nerves really cracked me off. He was in a coma, for one week, he fought a battle that I admired a lot, and while he was trying to fight, I tried my best efforts to support him, showed him I'll always be there for him no matter what happens and asked his recovery to God as a birthday gift. But past 10am of November 5, his battle ended and he chose to be with the creator. It was my point of no return, I felt so alone thinking of my birthday the next day would be like without him. Really, when destiny took its part in our lives, we don't have any choice but to let it happen, we can't take away God's plans and I believe that He has perfect plans and reasons why this had happened and I still had my complete faith in Him though I'll admit that up until now, I still can't believe I lost him but one thing is for sure, a part of him will still live in my heart with all the memories he left me.

"mamatay lang naman ang isang tao kapag wala a siya sa puso ngtaong mahal niya, pero hanggat may puwang siya dito, mananatili siyang buhay, ala-ala man itong maituturing." 

 ♥jney 

a happy ending. :D

Kanina ang last formal (formal talaga? hehehe) meeting namin with our MIS professor Mr. Richard Peig, after ng reportings at kengkuyan kanina, nabusog naman kame sa treat at pictures ng galante nameng professor(naks!). Nakakatuwa na nakakalungkot kasi sa totoo lang, tuwing saturday lang ako natututo ng totoo. Naalala ko pa nung nalaman kong every saturday may klase, sobrang violent ng reaksyon ko! haha

Never pa kasi akong pumasok ng saturday sa buong buhay ko sa kolehiyo at ayoko din sana dahil; WALANG DISCOUNT ANG STUDYANTE 'PAG SABADO! LOL  at isa ko sa madaming hindi pumasok ng first meeting dahil matigas ang ulo at bunbunan ko! not knowing na i'll enjoy pala every saturday, though nung una nakakatakot kasi parang terror ung prof. but eventually, i find it enjoying na pumasok sa school every saturday(for real).

bukod sa lumalabas ang iba't-ibang kalokohan, looking forward din ako sa attire ni sir every week! haha

Minsan nang natawag bilang ARTISTIC GROUP dahil sa sobrang arte ng isang paper na pinasa namin sa kanya, at sa sobrang kaartehan non, huli kaming nagpasa. Ilang beses na rin kameng nasabihan ng "quiet" dahil sa sobrang kakatawa though buong klase naman eh maingay! kahit na minsan alam ko at napapansin ko na hindi na nakakatuwa ang kaingayan at wala na sa lugar, still he is so patient at nakukuha pa rin nya magjoke.

Sabi nya may mga natutunan daw siya samen., napaisip ako, siguro puro kalokohan yun! haha

isa na dun ang salitang "char char" at malamang sir, hindi ka na maninibago sa mga susunod na klaseng hahawakan mo dahil ang unang class mo eh sobrang gulo at sobrang  "chubby" ng brains sa pangangatwiran at pamimilosopo. :D

kahit na this day was the last day at siguro hindi nya ko kilala( ay! sigurado pala!:D)

sobra pa rin akong nagpapasalamat sa inyo for the discussions, ingay, LIBRENG LUNCH, tips,smiles and for making my semester worth studying!

I'll surely miss saturdays for that! 

--jeynee

Be a Star!

The easiest and most famous way to earn money is to be an actress/ actor and to be one, 

here are the qualifications, ways and tips on how to be like it. :D

YOU HAVE TO BE HALF OF SOMETHING!

• notice that the Philippine Showbiz Industry is now full of mestisas and mestisos they are half of their foreign blood. Different taste and touch of their complexion, toungue curled language(trying to utter a little of tagalog), explicit finesse and stand makes them different from the local artists, regardless if you have any talent or if you ever undergone any  But half of an animalistic blood like half German half Shepperd,or half man half woman, could somewhat make you a BOOM career in showbiz., try it! ;D

JOIN  SOME REALITY SHOWS

• joining reality shows is not as simply joining it and do your talent stuffs. It is more on how dramatic your life and your family background was. You have to be an ex-vendor, or something like a half something but was left by your foreign father,  the show will contact your father then blahblahblah.. end of DRAMA..

BE A KONTRABIDA

• "taray character" is in! you have to look like nobody's ever gonna block your way. be the talk of the town and get loud! 

GET LINKED WITH FAMOUS ARTISTS!

• go to bars and clubs and meet artists and have sweet pictures with them, post it in social networking sites like what many are trying to do now., in that way the local press would look and have you interviewed! and hooolah!  star in an instant! :D 

WHO SAID ACTING IS EASY? :P

HELL DAY is fast approaching!

o well..
COUNTDOWN>>


2 good days before the hell day!


funny that i am having my laziness over my entire system!
i don't think i'll be having my stuffs done on my target date which is TODAY!!
harharhar.


anyway, TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY! :D


-jney tamad signing off..


 >wink<